One
day, I woke up early in the morning to watch the sunrise. Ah the beauty of
God's creation is beyond description. As I watched, I praised God for His
beautiful work. As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.
He
asked me, "Do you love me?" I answered, "Of course, God! You are
my Lord and Savior!" Then He asked, "If you were physically
handicapped, would you still love me?"
I
was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and
wondered how many things I wouldn't; be able to do, the things that I took
for granted.
And
I answered, "It would be tough Lord, but I would still love
You."
Then
the Lord said, "If you were blind, would you still love my
creation?"
How
could I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of
all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and
His creation.
So
I answered, "It's hard to think of it, but I would still love
you."
The
Lord then asked me, "If you were deaf, would you still listen to my
word?"
How
could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to
God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts.
I
answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your
word."
The
Lord then asked, "If you were mute, would you still praise My
Name?"
How
could I praise without a voice? Then it occurred to me: God wants us to
sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like.
And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are
persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks.
So
I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise
Your Name."
And
the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?"
With
courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I
loveYou because You are the one and only true God!"
I
thought I had answered well, but... God asked,”THEN WHY DO YOU
SIN?"
I
answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."
"THEN
WHY IN TIMES OF PEACE DO YOU STRAY AWAY THE FURTHEST? WHY ONLY IN TIMES
OF TROUBLE DO YOU PRAY THE EARNEST?"
No
answers. Only tears.
The
Lord continued: “Why seek Me only in times of worship? Why ask things so
selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
The
tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why
are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading the good news? Why
in times of persecution, you cry to others when you have the offer of My
shoulder to cry on? Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to
serve in My Name?"
I
tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
"You
are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have
blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I
have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain knowledge from it. I
have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to
you, but your eyes were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you
sat idly by as they were pushed away I have heard your prayers and I have
answered them all."
"DO
YOU TRULY LOVE ME?"
I
could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no
excuse. What could I say to this? When my heart had cried out and the
tears had flown, I said,”Please forgive me Lord"
The
Lord answered, "That is My Grace,”
I
asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me
so?"
The
Lord answered, “Because you are My Creation. I will never abandon
you. When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When
you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will
encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you
are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the end of days, and
I will love you forever."
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